Go on ~
- How can I go on without you,
- when everything I have ever done,
- everything I have ever thought,
- everything I have ever wanted,
- every thing I planned to do,
- was for you?
- How can I forget you,
- when all my dreams,
- all my hopes,
- all my faith,
- all my love,
- was for you?
- Did I ever create a thing,
- without you in mind?
- Without your approval in the back of my mind?
- without thinking about what you would want?
- Without comparing it to you?
- for you?
- Only you have been my muse,
- my true inspiration,
- my semblance of willpower,
- my essential audience,
- my reason.
- So none can replace you it seems,
- You are still my muse,
- my secret audience,
- my passion and obsession.
- My deepest pain,
- my strongest hate,
- my most intense regret,
- my greatest loss.
- my vital beloved.
© Copyright 2005 – 2012 Aarron Laidig
Melancholia in the realm of odium